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kvas261

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Born: March 27, 1992
Location: State College, USA
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Member Since: July 15, 2007
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"Life On Standby"-Hawthorne Heights

~ July 26, 2007 at 17:03 (Views: 217 )

07/26/07
Mood: crushed, depressed, sad, frustrated

"The distance and my hearts to sand
Flowing through the hour glass
Time to let go of all we know
And break our hearts in stride
I need you now, more like yesterday
The last day I could see you smile

For the last time, turn out the lights
My life on standby
So standby and watch
This fall away and fall apart

Just say that it's over
And HE's not coming home

[She's. Not. Coming. Home.]
Don't worry he said
And she's not coming home
[She's. Not. Coming. Home.]
It's over and HE's gone
The distance and my hearts to sand
Flowing through the hour glass
I fall to pieces- I can't let go
Of all the times I never said goodbye
Wake up
Wake up. Wake up. Wake up
Wake up now, it's over
Just tell me it's okay to die
Wake up now, it's over
Just tell me it's okay to die...</3
"



"The Ponytail Parade"-Emery

~ July 24, 2007 at 22:31 (Views: 42 )

07/25/07
Mood: anxious, excited, good :)

"Three sleepless nights
This isn't how it's suppose to be[...]
But you're so good at taking your time
To get back to me
I will wait for you forever
If you would just ask me
I thought that I could change you
But you changed me

But it doesn't feel right
Holding someone else's hand

Together on phone lines
And living at two opposite ends
It scares me to think, that you could find takers
Other than me, and better than me

But your head is elsewhere
And I'm talking enough for both of us
When will you see it's not, so easy for me
You're careless and whispered
Insulting and bruising
And I thought that you said
Things were improving

These laces are untied
But my feet are walking away
[I fall from your eyes
Your eyes I trusted
You said forever...]
I never thought that, you could say these words
Is this really happening?
[Don't say that we can still be friends...]
Erase my name from this page
How can you take all these days

[What is inside me, what have I done?]
And throw them away
[Is this the only way that you will notice me?]
As I sit here waiting for you
[Dead words for closed ears, all this is sung for you]
I stay up nights
[If you are still pretending this is what's right]
Until stars leave the sky
[Why can you look at me, can you only see]
Knowing what my dreams can take away
[Sides, your side, can take away]
Walk away from me
This night is done...
</3



"Suffocate"-Cold

~ July 16, 2007 at 14:45 (Views: 42 )

07/16/07
Mood: lazy, anxious, still annoyed & lonely

"I could take every fucking word she says
Throw it in her face
But would she even care?
I still remember when she looked at me
That frown upon her face
Trying to be sincere

I gathered all those little things she said
Kept them close to me
Trying to make this real
This cloud will always hover over me
I'm leaving you today
'Cause now I see...
Suffocate, you suffocate
That you lie [I don't lie]
That you're fake [I'm not fake]
Suffocate, you suffocate
You always take [I don't take]
What you can [What I can.]
I could take every fucking game you play
Blow it all away

But would you even care?
I could take all those lies you said to me
Never go away
Never disappear[...]
This cloud will always hover over me
I'm leaving you today
'Cause now I see.
Now I'm far away from you
[You're always far away]
I'll never bring back yesterday
[Bring back yesterday]
You're such a fake it's true
I can't believe the words you say
I'm far away from you

I'll never bring back yesterday...</3
"



"Lay Me Down"-Aly & AJ

~ July 16, 2007 at 2:01 (Views: 22914 )

07/16/07
Mood: lonely, frustrated, irritated/annoyed.

"You let me in
'Cause after all
It seemed like the right thing to do.
I closed my eyes
And let you fall
I wonder what you could possibly know
About breaking down that I don't
.
It's been awhile
Since I begged for
Anything but now I want more...
So lay me down
I'm lonely
You don't understand me
And you never even try to

Anyway.
I hear you say
It's not the same
I'm sorry

It's not the same
It's something I just can't explain.
So shut your mouth
And hold me close
We both know
It's better than being alone.
I don't mind
Killing time
As long as I can't see it in your eyes.
If wanting you's wrong then I'm wrong
I'll admit it
Time after time you'll realize
You don't mean it...</3
"



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